Angry

Toaday hasnt been a good day. Everything kind hit me all at once and really hard. I woke up very angry!!! Why did this happen to us .. why did this happen now. My allergies were killing me, and my stomach was In total knots. Then I realized.. halfway through the day I was biting off heads and pracitically In tears. This wasnt where we were supposed to be right now. We were supposed to be pulling out of our dark place not falling deeper Into It. Before I could actually see the light at the end of the tunnel, and nowonly darkness. And all of a sudden I got Into an argument and It hit me like a ton of bricks. I was actually HAPPY having him home and spending time with him and I knew that eventually he was going to find work and leave again. I like spending time with him and being altogether like this has been awsome. The money isnt Important .. Status Isnt Important but Family Is everything. I always felt that way but now this Is our new begining and a way to make sure that we no matter what loose sight of that!!
Sage had a pretty cool weekend. We dont celebrate alot of the Holidays but I try to give her pieces of those things because I feel thats Important. So she did a Egg hunt this weekend and she had a blast. She didnt get alot of eggs lol but she did awsome. My Friend gave her some beads and string to make necklaces. Now she wants to make and sell them .. aghhh my little entrepanuer!! The best thing was when she said she was goin to give US her money that she made to help pay bills lol.. I told her that If she makes the money she gets to keep and spend It how she wants!! Im so proud of the young woman shes becoming. Watching her grow everyday just amazes me. <3<3<3>