Omelette

This morning I made my very first Omelette!! Ive never made one before because I was AFRAID that I wouldnt be able to do it. My life for so long has been controlled by fear. Thats something that I have feverishly been working on. To not let fear hold me back anymore and to do things in my life .. no matter how big or small .. that I never would have before due to my fears. It is a very freeing feeling knowing that Im living MY life according to God and not letting anything stand in my way. Because by letting go of my fears Im putting my full trust and faith in him that he will pull me through whatever trial .. tribulation I will endure. I hate that I wasted so many years on pursuing the wrong things and letting myself get caught up inside my own heart. I let myself fall so deep into depression that I totally lost everything that made me special and unique! But now Ive got it back and NOTHING can take it away from me again!

Wow ... 2010 is over and 2011 is here! Just celebrated my 10 yr Anniversary and Im totally excited for whats to come this year!! Last year was very rough and I am sooo glad its over! 2011 is going to be amazing no matter what happens because I am in a totally different frame of mind! Im happier now than Ive ever been!! I feel like Ive opend up like a butterfly and now Im ready to fly!! This is going to be the year of opportunities! Im looking for a job .. I wanna get my camera fixed so I can start taking pictures again and framing them and maybe even selling them. Im working on my Spirituality and getting that in line. Following God and living my life for him makes me happy. I feel lighter doing what I know is right cause theres no guilt weighing me down! We are working on getting our financial situation on track as well. So far .. so good. We totally stick to the " if we dont have the cash we cant buy it " method!! Its not always easy but it really works. I know everything isnt always going to be a bed of roses but If you want to experience the beauty you have to take the thorns. Ill post more soon